the cat came back..

i think hk is like the yellow cat.
(i loved this when i was a kid)
enjoy.

the breakup season

her: i love you. i can't imagine my life without you.
him: i think we should stop communicating. this is not good for either of us.

wow. do people really break up over text?

hk and i are finished

yep. so hk called. two weeks ago he wanted something more. then a few days later he changed his mind and said we should leave things as they are. last saturday, he wasn't sure what he wanted anymore and that it was up to me whether or not we were friends. as of yesterday he was still 'collecting his thoughts'

enough.

been down so long..

i'm so blue. i feel like a mark rothko painting. been down so long - not quite sure how to get up. what is it going to take to get me out of this funk? my world can't possibly be as bad as i feel it is.

where do i even start?

the gym? some natural endorphins might be just what i need. if i can only drag myself there.. alas, tomorrow is a new day.