i see myself disappearing.
i spent the entire day in bed.
half-crying and half-sleeping.
i haven't eaten.
i haven't been outdoors.
i'm not hungry. i'm not sleepy.
i'm not even tired.
my eyes are just leaking.
it seems everyday - i get closer to losing all that is dear to me.
it all seems to be disappearing.
it is my own passion that will be my very undoing.
i want to be indifferent.
death is here.
and he won't let me go.
and my greatest failure
is that i cannot make myself
care less.
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