i really wasn't sure if i would hear from him again. we got into it over text - and i'm not quite sure how we left it.
the thing is i love the man - i just can't go back to the way things were. i can't change it by myself. it's hard to believe a relationship can transition to something different, something better, when it's been that less than lovely thing for so long.
the bottom line is i'm not convinced and i don't know what it would take to get me there. i want to believe but i don't know if i can.
either way, i deserve something better. whether it's with him or someone else.
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